Zander Hodges
(2005-2005)
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this memorial website was created in the
honor of our sweet baby love, 
zander kenneth hodges




Born in Dallas, Tx on August 16 2005, at 1:45 p.m.
He weighed in at 4lbs 6ozs and 16in long.
He passed away on December 20, 2005.
He was 4 months.
We will cherish the time we spent with him, love him & honor him forever.
Mommy & Daddy will lo
ve you forever baby love







a little miracle!
your tiny hands wrapped safe in mine,
your smiling little face,your  pouting lips
when you're asleep,your checks when
you're awake, your are my precious
little miracle and  this i think you 
know you're  my little sugar fairy 
and your mommy loves you so.
{written by mommy}











memory!
each time i see a sun beam i think
of your sweet face.though you're
no longer here with us i still 
feel your embrace.
{written by mommy}




















hey baby you can fly away in happens honey 
hope you have fun exploring heavens palyground
while you are flying watch over daddy over in
 iraq make sure his safe bring him on home to me!




 


always togther
in my heart.













mommy,i came to jesus today.
he sent an angel who flew me away.
while i lay sleeping,he wispered to me.
come little zander, hes waiting for thee.
there was no pain mommy,there was no fear.
just the presence of jesus,close and so near.
and now you would hardly recognize me,
i've been given a perfect new body.
my arms are so strong, my legs are so stright,
i run fast and jump, and mommy it's great.
i played all the day and i sat on christs lap.
and he told me here i wont have to take naps!
but mommy dear mommy. i stoped playing awhile
for in the midst of my joy. i heard you cry.
so i'm sending this message to say i'm just fine mommy. i'm really okay.when on this earth i could not speak,so my words of love i had to keep.but i was given a voice today and praise the lord is all i can say,so mommy sweet mommy don't cry anymore this is the day i've been waiting for.
{written by mommy}
{misty hodges}




zander i wish you was here to see your new
baby cuzen donlyn you whould love her and i know
you whould be playing with her if you were here!

if i can just feel your heart next to mine!
here's all your love shineing down on me!










you know we may never know
why this had to happen! but you
were an angel that god wanted. you
were a beautiful baby, you'll always
be in our hearts,and in our prayers,
but one day we will meet again, but
until then we must mend. we love
you always and forever more.
~wrttien by mommy.~

zander checking his emails from mommy!





 on jan of 2005 i found out i was pregnant.
you see my husband his in the military.
and he lives in wa,state.and i live in dallas,tx.
we were miles apart from each other he is
the best thing that ever happend to me.and
i was the best thing that ever happend to him.
when i found out i was pregnant we were so
happy he always wanted a baby and i always wanted a baby two. when i was 3 months along
they had me to take a blood test and sugar test.well they called me at work and told me 
i need to take another blood test. becuase the test came back abnormal so i took another blood test and it came back abnormal.
 
so the docter had me to take a songram 
so i did.they said that our baby has fluid
around the out part of his tummy.
so they sent me to a specialist that took care
of sick babies.so i had to take alot of test
so i went back to docter grant and he told me
that i had cmv. and the baby has it two.
he said cmv is like you can catch from sitting
on the toliet,washing drity dishes,or like if someone sneeze and touch something and you touch it too you can get it.if that person has cmv.it's like getting messels,chickenpocks,or the flu wants you have it you wont get it again.so i caught early in my pregnancy.write when i got pregant that's when i caught it.the docter said one out of ten pregant women get cmv. well i was one out of the ten women. so the docter told me that since i have cmv the baby might not make it and if he does he would have problems when he was born.but both docters said he would not make it he could die while i was carrying him and both docters said that it was best if i would abored the baby becuase the cmv would cause the baby to have problems with his growth.


so when they told me that i went home and i cried so bad i didn't know how to tell my husband.so i called him and i told him what the docter's said and he was so upset. and mad
 i didn't know what to do he wanted our baby said bad and i did too.we were so happy when we found out we were haveing a baby boy.
so we prayed together and ask god to 
take care of the baby.

so when i went back to docter grant he asked me what i wanted to do.and i told him that i wanted to to carry our baby the whole 9 months.if god takes him when his born then so be it if.he takes him while i was carrying him than so so be it.we were going to give our son zander a chance to live.so i had to see two diffrent docters while i was carrying zander.
the docter's said that he could lose his eyesite or he could go deaf from the cmv. virus that he had and they were one hundread percent sure that he wasn't going to make it. and that cmv.virus would cuase him from not growing like he suppose to he wouldn't like other babies he would be behind.but let me tell you he proved all the docters wrong.he was born on august 16 2005 at 1:45 p.m.he weight 6ponds 6oz's and 16inch long.and those docter's were really socked and suprised that he was born but he did it.i call him our mircale baby cuase that's what he was our mircale baby from god.

they didn't think he would make it but he did.he proved the docters wrong.so when he was born they took him and checked him all over and he was fine. all that was wrong with zander was the cmv virus.and he had blood pockets in his brain.other than that he was fine he stayed in the hospital for a week and he got to come home.and we were so happy.he was doing so good we took him to his docter they were real happy he was doing so well for haveing that cmv virus.they wanted for us to hook him up to some machine to prevent from going deaf or loseing his eye site.but they also said if we went threw with it his bloodcells good go down and he could get real sick.we said no we didn't want to do it.but i tell you this if we went threw with it.he would have died alot sooner than he did.so we are glad that we didn't abored zander.or put him on those machine's. i think god everday that we
   had 4 months with zander.atleast god gave us zander for 4 months.i'm thankfull for that.


he had the cutes little faces.he loved his mommy and daddy he knew who is mom 
and dad was.i tell you zander knew exactly when his dad got home from work.he was so funny becuase zander was such a good baby with me when i was with zander while his daddy was at work.and when his dad got 
home he would start acting crazy.zander 
wanted his daddy and he missed his daddy.
we loved zander so much.well decb.20th 
he died.i found zander in his crib.i woke
up at 9:00 a.m.and i found our baby love
lying there it hurts when you find one 
of your kids like that.you see zander
 would always wake up ever 2 hours and
i woke up at 5:00 a.m. and i went into
zander's room and checked on him.
i said ok his just really sleeply so i let
 him sleep a little bit longer.well i woke up
at 9:00 a.m. and i'm like ok son you got
to wake up you need to eat you sleep to
long.so i went into zander's room and
 boom i picked him up and he was so stiff
my heart just broke.

and i screamed and i woke my husband.
 and he gave him month to month but we
knew zander was gone we just didn't
 wont to except it.our hearts just broke.
we knew right there and then it was the
cmv virus that killed him we cried so bad
very bad that was our baby boy.he meant
everthing to us it was so hard to believe
that zander was gone.

he had a spontaneous intracranial brain
hemorrhages which was cuased by the
cmv virus.and the blood pockets in his brain. 
they said zander died about 1:00 a.m.
right after i feed him.and when i 
went to lay him down in his crib.
to go to sleep is when he died.they said
he didn't suffer which was good.he
 died peacefully.so that night as we were
driving to a friends house god showed us a vision which was how the angel took zander.
we saw a angel when we were driving down
the road which was how the angel took zander
has zander was rasing his head the angel reached down and got him.that's what god
showed us that vision of the angel getting
our baby love.

and we were worried like how is zander 
doing is he oaky so we called my husband dad.
you see we are christian and we believe in god
and his dad is a real christian person.so his 
dad told us that god said not to worry that
zander his fine and he is in gods hands.

we went to counsilling for zander's death.
and now we are doing much better than we were when we lost zander.we are holding it
up preety good.i mean some times we cry.
but we will do fine.and thats our baby love
story.zander was our mircale baby from god.
zander was with us for 4 months.and we are
thankfull for that.god bless you son and may
god be with you and we will see you again
up in heaven.and you have fun up in heaven
i know it is a beutyfull palce and you couldn't
ask for more. and son you are healed your
not hurting anymore like you was when you
were here with us.mommy and daddy
we love you zander our baby love 4-ever.


my little 


LITTLE BEAR

rest now little bear
on god's knee you play.
mommy and daddy will be with you
to hold you again someday.
our time together was so short
we filled it with kisses and hugs.
we tried so hard to protect you
but we could only give you our love.
rest now little bear
on god's knee you play.
mommy and daddy does miss you
every,minute every day.
we had no waring
no sign of your pain.
once the cmv hit you.
our lives for ever changed.
rest now little bear
on god's knee you play.
mommy and daddy are crying
our hearts ache with so much pain.
though all of our prayers
the doctors.
nothing could save you
not even our love.

rest now little bear
on god's knee you play.
what is it you're telling us?
up in heaven,you're okay.
our final good-bye
the time never right.
daddy held you so close in his arms.
god took you into the light.
rest now little bear
on god's knee you play.
forever our angle
to show us the way.
(writtien by mommy and daddy)











 




















 

  
 





i love you zander.


i saw your pitcures today of your funreal
when you were laying in your casket. my
heart just broke into. i cried so bad. i thought i could handle looking at them but
mommy couldn't i thought i was ready
but i wasn't.it brought back falsh backs of
that night when i found you laying in
your crib.baby love i miss you so much.
i'm lonely without you here with mommy.
i can't look at your pitcures i will never look
at them. but you know i love you. it just
hurts me to much. because i miss you a whole alot and i love you a whole bunch.
it just hurts cause i can't touch your beautyfull face or see your beautyfull smile.
but i love you.a whole bunch.and i will
never stop crying for you as
long as i live.













 







MY LITTLE ANGEL BABY~
GREAT GRANDMA'S SO SAD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY GOD'S TAKEN MY ANGEL BABY AWAY YOU LEFT BEHIND YOUR MOM AND DAD,AND GREAT GRANDMA KNOWS THEY ARE SO SAD. BUT GREATGRANDMA KNOWS YOU WILL BE THERE EACH DAY. TO WIPE THE TEARS THEY SHED AWAY.O.K. MY ANGEL BABY NOW GO,AND PLAY,AND REMEMBER WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOMEDAY.MY DEAR LITTLE ANGEL DON'T YOU FEAR,WHENEVER YOU NEED GREATGRANDMA I WILL BE RIGHT HERE.
~I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE ZANDER!~
~WRTTIEN BY GREATGRANDMA DELORIS~
 




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mommy and daddy sending
zander lots and lots of love!


 










 
 
baby this is me thinking about you
i think about you in the moring
i think about you at night.
and i also think about what
you are doing up in heaven
without your mommy and daddy.
but most of all i think about you all the
time!


 

Mommy and Daddy
Please don't be so sad,
I miss you so much, too.
It's beautiful here where I am,
but I worry a lot about you.

I sleep with angels watching me,
there's only love up here.
I'm never lonely or afraid
'cause God's so very near.

I walk with angels every day,
they're very kind and sweet.
Don't worry, Mom and Dad,
they hold my hand when
we cross a golden street.

I never cry or hurt myself,
I see rainbows every day.
I play and laugh and sing a lot,
and I hear you both when you pray.

Please Mommy and Daddy,
don't be mad at God,
you see, he loves me, too.
And even though you're not with me,
I'm really still with you.
~Author Unknown ~ 
 
    
 





DADDY LOVES YOU SO MUCH HE TALKS ABOUT HIS BABY BOY ALL THE TIME.DADDY WAS SO HAPPY WHEN YOU WERE BORN. HE WAS PROUD OF YOU.HE WOULD SHOW HIS BABY BOY OFF ALL THE TIME HE TALKED YOU ABOUT WHEN YOU WOULD GO TO THE DOCTOR THAT YOU HAD ALOT OF GIRLFRIENDS HE SAID HIS BABY BOY WAS SO HANDSOME JUST LIKE DADDY.DADDY WOULD ALWAYS PLAY WITH YOU.YOU WOULD ALWAYS SMILE AT DADDY AND GOOGLE AT DADDY THATS ONE THING HE REALLY LOVED ABOUT YOU WAS WHEN YOU WOULD GOGGLE HE LOVED THAT AND HE MESSES THAT.AND NOW YOUR NOT HERE AND DADDY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.CUASE HIS BABY BOY HIS NOT HERE WITH HIM.DADDY CAN'T PLAY WITH YOU OR SHOW YOU OFF.YOU WILL ALWAYS BE DADDYS BOY 4-EVER.NOONE WILL EVER TAKE THE PLACE IN DADDY'S HEART OF HIS BABY BOY.CUASE HE HOLDS THE KEY TO YOUR HEART.AND DADDY WILL HOLD YOU CLOSE TO HIS HEART.THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER BABY BOY LIKE ZANDER!
THANKS ZANDER FOR BEING DADDY'S BOY HE WAS AND STILL HIS PROUD OF YOU.YOU WILL ALWAYS BE DADDY'S BOY 4-EVER!
~WHRITTEN BY CHARLES HODGES~

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I ONCE KNEW AN ANGEL WHO COULD NOT STAY  I ONCE KNEW AN ANGEL WHO HAD TO GO AWAY I ONCE KNEW AN ANGEL WHO LOVED TO SMILE I ONCE KNEW AN ANGEL WHO ONLY STAYED A SHORT WHILE GOD NEEDS AN ANGEL STRONG BUT,SMALL TO SHINE LIGHT ON MANY AND GIVE LOVE TO ALL. BEFORE YOU GO I GIVE YOU THIS HALF OF MY HEART AND ONE LAST KISS. WE'LL MISS YOU DEARLY THAT WE KNOW. BUT BY GOD YOU WERE CHOSEN. SO TO HEAVEN. YOU MUST GO I ONCE KNEW AN ANGEL I WILL NEVER FORGET.
~AUTHOR UNKNOWN!~





OH ZANDER I MISS YOU SO MUCH
BABY I WATCHED WHEN DADDY CARRIED
YOUR CASKET INTO THE BIG COUN CREEK
BOX AND WATCHED WHEN THEY LOWER
YOUR LITTLE CASKET DOWN IN GROUNDAND MY HEART HONESTLY
CAN'T MAKE MY SELF BELIVE THAT YOUR
REALLY GONE.WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO
DO WITHOUT YOU I SO MISS THE WAY
YOU USED TO MAKE THE SMILE. I DONT
SMILE ANYMORE HUNNY WHATS WRONG
WITH ME WHY CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY FOR
PEOPLE THAT HAS BABIES I KNOW ITS
WRONG. AND SOMETIMES I JUST GET SO
ANGREY AND MAD CUASE THEY HAVE THEIR
BEUTYFUL BABIES AND I DON'T HAVE
MY BEUTYFUL BABY BOY ANYMORE.
I KNOW ITS WRONG TO HOLD ON TO ALL
THAT ANGRER BUT I CAN'T LET GO I JUST
CAN'T. I MISS YO SO MUCH AND I CAN'T
STAND TO LOOK AT PEOPLE WITH THEIR
NEW BORN BABIES IT JUST HURTS ME.
PLEASE HELP ME BABY TO LET GO AND TO
FORGIVE. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU
~ZANDER!~
~ALL MY LOVE MOMMY!~ TO THE  




 A MOTHER HOLDS HER CHIDREN'S HANDS
FOR A LITTLE AWHILE AND THEIR HEARTS
~4-EVER!~
~HE HOLDS THE KEYS TO MY HEART!~
~4-EVERT!~






HERE IS THIS SPECIAL ANGEL GIVING YOU
OUR  LOVE AND KISSES WHILE YOUR UP 
THERE IN HEAVEN. WHEN WE GET THERE WE
WILL GIVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS OF ANGEL KISSES AND LOTS AND LOTS OF OUR LOVE.
UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN !
WE LOVE YOU BABY LOVE!












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HEY SWEET PEA   / MOMMY (MOTHER)
HEY SWEETIE HOPE ALL IS WELL UP THERE IN HEAVEN I KNOW YOU ARE HAVEING SO MUCH FUN PLAYING WITH YOUR GREAT GREAT GRANPA. WELL I AM SURE YOU KNOW THAT MOMMY AND DADDY OUR HAVEING ANOTHER BABY BOY HIS NAME IS DOMINIC CANE. I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT YOU A...  Continue >>
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY 2009   / MOMMY (MOM)
HEY SWEETIE HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS LITTLE ART I DONE FOR YOU. I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. HEY SWEETIE HERE IS A BEAR I GOT YOU WITH THE LITTLE HEART TELLING YOU  I LOVE YOU. HOPE YOU ENJOY THE BIG BEAR.   HEY SWEETIE ...  Continue >>
In Loving Remembrance of Zander   / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )
Merry Christmas to you lil man!   / Christine Mom2Angel Hendryx (Aunty)
    Hey there sweet pea!!  Oh little man, you must be so excited to be a big brother!!!  As you know, your Mommy & Daddy are expecting again!  They just found out a few days ago and shared the joyous news with us!!&...  Continue >>
GOOD AFTERNOON LOVE  / MISTY (MOMMY)    Read >>
GOODNITE BABY LOVE!  / MISTY (MOMMY)    Read >>
goodmoring babylove  / Misty (mommy)    Read >>
NITE NITE BABYLOVE  / MISTY (MOMMY)    Read >>
Happy Birthday Precious Zander!  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )    Read >>
Happy Valentines  / Traci Barnai (mommy 2vanessa )    Read >>
Remembering Precious Zander  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )    Read >>
happy halloween my angel i love you so much  / Mommy     Read >>
Thinking of you this Halloween (2007)  / Georgie-Hollys Mum     Read >>
Something for Halloween Zander, XO  / Christine Mom2Angel Hendryx     Read >>
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happy saint patricks day baby love.  











from mommy and daddy we love you we miss you.

zander happy up in heaven his not hurting anymore.  

MY SON HIS WATCHING OVER HIS
MOMMY AND DADDY HIS SMILING
LIKE HE ALWAYS DOES!
zander getting his flowers from mommy.  
MY BABY LOVE 4EVER  

MY SWEET ANGEL BABY 4-EVER
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS
YOU SO MUCH.HOPE YOUR 
HAVING FUN LOOKING OUT
YOUR TELESCOPE.WHAT YOU
LOOKING AT MOMMY AND DADDY.
I LOVE YOU BABY BOY.

MY SWEET ANGEL BABY 4 EVER  
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